Whatever happens, happens for a reason! However it is not our aim as a human to question the reasons for all the happenings, but to understand the futility of such questioning and realize the higher potential that exists within each of us. The majority of the human populace is concerned with trivialities that cloud their better judgment, and eventually hide the truth from the clearer view. Therefore all we ever see is the ugliness of material complexities and emotional confusion, and not the simple elegance of the consciousness that is our very basis, the very basis of all creation.
My journey began with an insignificant road accident, which was somewhat disastrous in the eyes of this so called 'general human populace', bestowing a profound understanding on myself that nothing is what seems to be. A simple truth that immediately became visible, and that which formed the cornerstone of my analysis into the human psyche and the hunger for a still clearer understanding of itself. Since I had immediate access to ancient indian mysticism and the scriptures, I drank to my hearts content and from there was taken further in depth into the Vedic period, branched into Buddhism, Taoism with a smattering of western mysticism and sufism.
But the more I read, the more I felt that these words were just a reflection of the eternal knowledge gained by all the great masters of thought and perception. Why then can't I tap directly into this infinite Source? For doing so, I had to wipe myself clean of all the conditioning that I had gone through at the hands of the society, all the pre-conceived notions and opinions. So I started studying about the human biosystem, its psychophysical constitution and various levels of metaprogramming this biosystem. I have currently reached a stage where I'm at the threshold of the 'doors of perception' waiting to cross over after certain preparatory processes to be completed. A few more days at the most..
My journey began with an insignificant road accident, which was somewhat disastrous in the eyes of this so called 'general human populace', bestowing a profound understanding on myself that nothing is what seems to be. A simple truth that immediately became visible, and that which formed the cornerstone of my analysis into the human psyche and the hunger for a still clearer understanding of itself. Since I had immediate access to ancient indian mysticism and the scriptures, I drank to my hearts content and from there was taken further in depth into the Vedic period, branched into Buddhism, Taoism with a smattering of western mysticism and sufism.
But the more I read, the more I felt that these words were just a reflection of the eternal knowledge gained by all the great masters of thought and perception. Why then can't I tap directly into this infinite Source? For doing so, I had to wipe myself clean of all the conditioning that I had gone through at the hands of the society, all the pre-conceived notions and opinions. So I started studying about the human biosystem, its psychophysical constitution and various levels of metaprogramming this biosystem. I have currently reached a stage where I'm at the threshold of the 'doors of perception' waiting to cross over after certain preparatory processes to be completed. A few more days at the most..
Why am I telling you all this? I don't know.. I'm surrounded by the authorities of this Society, deeming myself to be insane and my thoughts ridiculous according to their grandiose perspective of how life should be traditionally lived, while I clearly know that their world is in shambles and that nothing is nor ever will be done to correct their mistakes. But nothing can persuade me to step back from my chosen path, the way of the Light. For it is better to live a meaningful life of insanity, than to pretend awareness of logic in the myriad conceptualizations of delusion.
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