Thursday, October 11, 2007

Whispers of a Soul

What is life without the rush of chaos, tripping high while the fire burns wild!!
Consumed in sweet passion, never a feeling of regret in the dying sunset
We are one in body and soul, mind and spirit. True union of love and hate
How I wish this dream would never end, yet somewhere I’m scared too
What if life deals me a final blow, where would I be without your trust?
A silent terror fills me from inside when I dwell on yesterday’s thoughts
Is the past any different from the future that remains untold till now?
Today’s fate is like writings in the sand that remain till the wind blows
Fusion of thoughts and reality, a combination deadlier than poison
Why do I keep wishing that you were here, craving for your love?
Fallen from grace, while away my time in this world, where is peace?

Story of my life, with a few nails to shut my coffin
End the pain by fixing a few ideas of suicide
I feel like violating the code of mankind
Yet thoughts of you pull me back again
A constant delusion that everything will be okay
Trying to discover the embittered soul within me
A lost cause, a battle never won nor lost
Walk away into the desert of unknown tears
Why do I cry when I know it never matters?

This tryst with destiny, this sudden convergence of our paths
What meaning do I derive from all these coincidences?
Along this journey of life, I have only your hand to hold
Fear of living alone is worse than that of dying in pain
And the fear of losing you would haunt my dreams
But strangely, I no longer am afraid, come what may
My love for you is stronger than this hatred for life
I shall tide over these sufferings of mine someday
For now, I shall remain at peace knowing that you’re close

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